I dislike most safe spaces, support groups, minority communities, etc. I belong to lots of the sort of demographics these of things aim to serve & I found them all super toxic and counterproductive; looking for belonging among people βlike meβ in that sense just slowed me down
I dislike expressing enthusiasm around someone who is expressing cynicism
ex I just wonβt watch magic tricks with someone who thinks theyβre gimmicky bc it ruins my own enthusiasm about the tricks for me for them to refuse to suspend their disbelief with me
I dislike my tendency to take things personally and/or over-interpret boundaries so I can work harder than I am asked to work to earn love and affection and then pretend Iβm overachieving in relationships when really Iβm being a sycophantic lil fuck L O L
tipsy is ok but I get frustrated if my speech starts to slur and I get sad and bashful if I get dizzy or clumsy or sick
oh also Iβm terribly effusive, I get so sappy the little sober part of my brain wants to throw up
once in a while I pick play fights with drunk guys & loseπ