finally looking at school trauma and jesus fucking christ man
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my entire relationship to the concept of achievement seems to be school-shaped
it’s like i always lowkey feel like i’m “failing” but also i don’t wanna do any of my “homework”
fuuuuuuuck thiiiiis
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm seems rough
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kinda feel like being a bit of a fuckup while i was still in highschool paid off a bit maybe...
like this shit hits me pretty hard but also i feel like i already dealt with a bunch of it way back then... by disappointing everyone who told me i was supposed to be excelling hmmmm
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i won high school basically lol so this did not happen for me then. 14 AP test 5s, 2400 SATs, got into MIT, intel STS finalist... didn’t really start being a fuckup until grad school and def still haven’t processed that
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lmao i skipped class so i could read math/physics articles on wikipedia
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maybe still more than a little bit sad at having the whole world tell me i was broken for... being smart and curious but not being able to play their stupid bullshit game lmao
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HAHAHA yup this could be a cry or 10 but idk if im ready for that one
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