finally looking at school trauma and jesus fucking christ man
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my entire relationship to the concept of achievement seems to be school-shaped
itās like i always lowkey feel like iām āfailingā but also i donāt wanna do any of my āhomeworkā
fuuuuuuuck thiiiiis
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love how i turn everything i do into a test i grade myself on up to and including āself-improvementā š¤¢
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literally just repeating to myself āiām not in school anymoreā and then going through every school iāve attended and telling myself iām not in that school anymore and itās a wild ride, my shoulders are doing some funny things
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gotta say this explains a lot about my āburn down the schoolsā tweets though, in retrospect there was always a suspiciously large amount of emotional energy there
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I had assumed from your mentality and conviction that you did this already??
Enjoy your emotion diving!
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i had access to the anger but if was always general and i havenāt really let myself be angry about my own experiences specifically, in part because they were in some sense not that bad so itās tricky to point the anger anywhere in particular