six weeks ago i cried so much my feet changed shape and ever since then my one pair of shoes hasn't fit properly. i've been too lazy to buy new shoes and cobbling my own shoes is out of the question. this is a metaphor for everything else in my life rn too
the feet thing was triggered by an experience i had meditating after doing a lot of processing that i think might have been first jhana? waves of tingly blissy feelings all over my body. so it wasn't just the processing itself. happy to go into more detail!