QC

You can find some breathing room by taking a sort of incrementalist perspective – and you can see several bricks from that wall in my twitter header. But this does not resolve the fundamental absurdity of the human condition. And indeed, I think it *cannot* be "resolved"pic.twitter.com/uRp5hq1hyr

when you really fully immerse yourself in that absurdity, and really go all the way, I think there are two outcomes, both sides of the same coin. Maximum anxiety and maximum laughter. Your expectations are the setup, and the reality of existence is the punchline. Life is a jokepic.twitter.com/Oo9NpMyngm

in my experience – which maybe is a small, limited experience, idk if my experiences of profundity are *as* profound as what others have reportedly experienced – there is a lightness that comes on the other side of laughter at the absurdity of all things. surfing the wavespic.twitter.com/ftz3YTon2B

all of this can seem very removed, very abstract but here's what I think I know, from my personal experience I used to be a much needier person than I am now and I believe you can actually *see* this change in my *face* people can feel this difference and treat me differentlypic.twitter.com/Gr1Wswf0e2