when i was a kid i would play starcraft with all the cheat codes on because the experience of losing even a single unit was too painful for me to handle and that probably tells you more about the kind of person i am than i would like to admit
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buddy i feel you but you are watching the wrong shows if that's what you want, have you ever heard of slice of life anime
squid girl is as good a place as any to start, v charming: https://www.crunchyroll.com/squid-girl