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I've been thinking about emotional "power sources" for behavior. Lots of it is powered by fear these days, which has predictable unfortunate effects. Last year I did a lot of stuff powered by hope, which I eventually learned isn't that great either. That shook me, to learn.
The problem with being powered by hope is that you can't look at things that you sense would cause you to lose hope. The hope becomes intertwined with a fear of losing hope. You get addicted to it and it distorts your behavior. I hurt someone I cared deeply about this way.
(Similarly fear becomes intertwined with a hope of losing fear. They're non-dual or something, I guess.)
Spectrum of Ecstasy talks about a place beyond hope and fear. I haven't been able to stabilize this at all but I think I've seen tiny glimpses of it. Sometimes I'm powered by something that doesn't feel like hope or fear, but like... "rightness"?
Jōshin from the Monastic Academy talks a lot about "giving up completely" and that feels like the move I need to make, but I don't know how really. Reminds me of @Meaningness's take on charnel ground practice.
"The point of viewing all reality as a charnel ground is to annihilate existential hope": https://vividness.live/2012/08/22/charnel-ground/ …pic.twitter.com/FOHkijaulW
Also this poem, which I wrote in a fit of rightness and could probably benefit from chanting: https://thicketforte.com/2019/01/11/good-news/ …pic.twitter.com/jnnCNTTypZ
ahh! i can feel so much resistance at the thought of not having hope in the picture. it feels pretty load bearing in my current configuration, but i hadn't considered its shadow before.
Yeah, it's tricky stuff. Don't know that it's good to try to skip ahead or something? I really needed that hope in some sense and it did some really good stuff for me. And then there was a time that I was ready to learn about the limitations of hope, but that came later.
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