sometimes I wish I could quit everything and focus on my personal game project and nothing else, just turn my back on all commitments and responsibilities and sequester myself in a cabin for a year and either create a masterwork or die
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it's not about money that's the easiest part, it's about the people it would hurt
It's hard to have perspective on that as I'm not sure what your situation is etc. Hopefully you can find a way to living a version of that dream in the future but still have everything else work out ok too 
