I think I found a way to get computationalism fully to work, and its fundamental algebra is the boolean automaton, but I am worried that fully accepting the solution will turn me in into a boolean automaton. If I am wrong, I will lose consciousness, if I am right, I never had it.
I already have aphantasia, and naturally I cannot remember if I always had it, and if it's progressing. On the other hand, the most computationalist people I know (like Fredkin and Wolfram) are autistic but seem very conscious