I have gotten a false claims on my videos several years ago on my older channel with 150+ active subscribers.. all because of a intro made by a friend, over a 12 second fully mixed track. The claim was by 2 unknown people, striked 3 of my videos & just instantly terminated it.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
All my dedication & motivation disappeared that day.. i've since struggle with motivation when it comes to streaming nowadays too, thanks to a lot of my bad pasts & happenings, it's been the worst for me. I've retired from making let's play videos, then i just went to streaming.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
Despite the achievements i've had so far.. my social anxiety & 12 years of depression just keeps bringing down the motivation, i just want to connect with viewers & feel happy knowing i can give them attention, since i know most streamers don't regularly do it often anymore.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
But because i lost my sense of being entertaining after the termination of my older channel with 150+ supportive people who supported what i loved doing, i lost motivation to do it all.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
As much as i try every day to get back to streaming.. i'm slowly starting to lose it myself, i have no friends, nobody to be able to care for yet.. always hiding under the influences of music whenever i'm outside, never making eye contact with anyone in public.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
You could say i'm the most miserable human being alive, but i still care for people's happiness more than my own, i live to see people smile.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
Because i have no friends.. happiness from others is what i look up to the most, i didn't started a community on the internet because i want fame, no.. as much as that would be great help to me in the future, it's the ability to connect with people worldwide that interests me.
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Replying to @PANDAHEROTV @Jameskii and
Sadly.. Nobody ever believes or cares about my talk of the future, i don't blame them to be honest, a nobody like me trying to make a difference in our future? It's a dream to them, but a reality to me.. as many times i've talked about this, no miracle ever appears in my life.
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Just like it has always been since i was little.. miserable & alone.
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