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I don't see why it's disgusting then. You should enjoy your own work too.

Being happy about what you do is most important. You aren't hated here!

They have the similar vibe but I'm sure people love your sona as much as Rubido. Both are sides of you and that's why both are so awsome. I give love to them as much as to you and I really want you to feel safe and nice here with us. No hatred or self-hate allowed (｡•ㅅ•｡)♡

I'm sorry the folk on your local community made you feel that way :c There's nothing wrong with those types of self expression with characters that represent onself, and having said characters in NSFW.

It's not bad to create different characters to represent different parts of yourself, but yes it is frustrating to feel like you cannot be yourself for fear of judgment.

It's always interesting how a character can reflect different aspectos, I'm sorry to hear it came out of that fear, I can understand that too as well. Rubido and Tiger are great.