Thank you @youtube for converting my dream into a nightmare. I cried multiple times while making this video. @TeamYouTube YOU WIN, I GIVE UP, BYE MEMORIES 
I’ve cried so much. My life is worthless to you but I will share my experience with everyone.https://youtu.be/nx8nW9jt9zQ
This is the only i can do for you. The rest is up to you. Keeping yourself on this broken platform and don't care about their user or shift your content to another place that actually help their creators and give your freedom to express yourself.