Overwatch Tank Player

man holy shit I've got to slap myself together I have all this bullshit I hate going through my head, but instead of being a mopey little bitch about it, I gotta FIGHT IT OFF! I'm sorry for being a dumbass y'all: we are FOR REAL FOR REAL gonna change shit

my shitty brain is constantly trying to tell me to leave people alone, they don't wanna talk to me, they don't wanna acknowledge me FUCK YOU what if those people are my FRIENDS?!

my dumb ass shit trying to be extra melodramatic about shitting the bed in UNIST? (well I can be at least a little upset because I seriously threw that set extremely hard) BUT SHIT I did alright in the casuals afterwards so who cares rn I didn't leave with nothing

and holy hell man, everyone makes really bad stupid decisions in fighting games sometimes! EVERYOOONE!!! I have zero reason to be offended that someone had the audacity to do something super dumb

You always fall into this loop of “I lost because opponent did something dumb” but honestly they just bested you. Sometimes you just have to hold that.

That's an oversimplification I feel. Framing it that way is much less useful for reflection afterwards, and ends up also being an unnecessary put-down when I do that to myself far too much already lol there are specific things that happen that get me aggravated in that manner

Is it? If that is that is the case I hope you find ways around as it’s been a defining trait of yours since I’ve known you