This is going to be weird and nobody will see it but keep it here as part of my mental journal. My introvert and extrovert needs are really crashing hard. Like I want friends, and everything that comes along with that, but I can't walk out my door. I have my pc, and so I try to
UGH thats such a bummer because you have so much personality online. It's like, you are unable to allow that to happen irl due to things you cannot control. It feels like mostly anxiety, bc nothings happening yet but you worry it will. What about a book club?
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Yeah it's the anxiety and i'm also bipolar, which still has such a huge stigma attached to it, I try not to even say it, but that feeds in, and it's like it all clashes together, on and then you throw in the eyesight going from ok to blurry as fuck in a moments notice, it's rough
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with my eyes imagine holding a piece of paper in front of your face, then introduce the dancing part, so you move the page slowly horizontally, and still try to read it, then the more you feel those emotions, they speed it up, more nervous, anxious tired mad faster they go.
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