Λrden

Felt like another big sad was about to hit and throw me for a couple days-to-weeks but I've had a longer sleep now and I'm okay so far? Maybe a false alarm then.. lets hope anyway haha. I am feeling a bit empty but that's been recurring since I teens so, same old same old. 1/2

I hope you make something really nice for yourself. You deserve it.

It was a very nice minted lamb steak with veg. Nothing fancy, but very tasty!

Oooo, that sounds tasty! And, quite frankly, I had chips and salsa for dinner, so yours sounds very fancy. Glad you did something nice for your tummy.

Chips and salsa, like a dip? I don't think I've tried that - but was it good at least?, that's what matters. Home cooked is stressful but always worth it, I was tempted by takeaway but glad I didn't in the end lol. Honestly if the lamb wasn't so expensive I'd have it every day.

Yeah, corn tortilla chips and a spicy tomato salsa to dip them in. It was okay, but a good hot meal would've been better. Tbh, I can cook very well, I was just lazy. Yeah, I can't afford fantastic meats and I've only been eating meat for a year, so I'm scared I'll f it up.

As in f up cooking it? I get that. I'm constantly worried I won't cook something enough and it'll be raw so I keep to safe meats where "rare" is ok. I've also so far found following the instructions does not work for me???. I've resorted to just frying most things in a pan lol

Yeah, I do the same with meats. I also cut them into smaller parts, usually, which helps, & use a meat thermometer. I LOVE grilling, though! I was taught to express love through food, so I really enjoy cooking and baking for people. I just get bored if it's only for me.