It's eye-opening to look at pre-transition photos of myself now. I was fit and quite pretty, but I only saw a disgusting mistake when I looked in the mirror Now I think, holy shit, I was really mentally unwell back then. How the fuck was I deemed well enough to get HRT, surgery?
, I relate a lot. I had the same thoughts when I looked in the mirror but the photos I have show a normal girl who looked fine. In my assessments I'd talk at length about what I thought I saw, the language I used could be very harsh, but they were apparently unconcerned.
