John River

@LetsSaveMatthew

Let's Save. Live from the Row. LetsSaveJohn@gmail.com Hold Me Back

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Joined December 2009

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  1. Retweeted
    7 Dec 2018

    New Music Out: Kodak Black - Testimony xxxtentacion - Skins Gucci - Evil Genius Ice Cube - Everythang’s Corrupt Shoreline Mafia - Otxmas Yhung TO - Trust Issues A Boogie - Look Back At It John River - Hold Me Back UnoTheActivist - Limbus Pt2 Saba - Papaya ft. Daedae

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  2. 6 Dec 2018

    The doctors that gaslighted me, the people I knew who didn’t lift a finger, who destroyed my life and my body; I don’t forgive you. You’ll never have to suffer and beg, grovel and plead like a dog for your life. I wish you did, but you won’t. Me, God & the early fans. Midnight.

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    . has a "Me against the world" mentality right now Listen to his newest single "The Bastard of the North" here:

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  4. 15 Nov 2018

    Midnight. Then he rose again.

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  5. 11 Oct 2018

    “Welfare nigger” “hospital junkie” “attention seeker” “he’s mentally ill” “his moms an idiot she’s not even a doctor, lying whore” If you said it, I heard it. Suck my dick I’ve always been the guy. Me against the world. Midnight. Set to blow.

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  6. 27 Sep 2018

    Midnight. Just getting warmed up.

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  7. 13 Sep 2018
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  8. 7 Aug 2018

    I want to thank God for bringing me back to life & everyone who didn’t abandon my mother & my family. As for the rest, fuck you, I hope you see me in your nightmares. No talking.

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  9. 9 Apr 2018

    Update from Marcus (brother): John has had 2 surgeries to fix a brain fluid leak.

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  10. 31 Jan 2018

    He’s very weak at the moment; physically & mentally exhausted. He’s a fighter though, we know he was scraping & clawing to do whatever it took to be believed & stay alive. We support him fully. It won’t be easy, but if anyone can make a full recovery it’s John. Thx - Management

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  11. 31 Jan 2018

    Update on John: After a lot of pushing, your support and most importantly belief, a neurologist was able to find it. Paraspinal pain, severe anemia, a dislocated jaw joint but most importantly Intracranial Hypotension. His brain has been sagging in his head for 40 days.

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  12. 27 Jan 2018

    I turned down every interview. I didn't slander any hospital or doctors. I didn't ask for any money. I just wanted help. I don't think it's going come in time. They either don't care enough, or think I'm being dramatic. Either or I'm tired. In God's hands now.

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  13. 27 Jan 2018

    I'm not having a mental breakdown. I'm very calm. They keep sending me home to die. I keep going back. They keep sending me home. I tell them it's urgent. They tell me to wait. They're fucking with my life. I'm not speaking Spanish. I need help or I'm going to die. 2-3 days tops.

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  14. 27 Jan 2018

    So, today I'm going back into another hospital in Toronto. I'm going to tell my story again, I'm going tap dance for another stranger, I'm going to wear another collared shirt, but I have until Wednesday/Thursday. I want to be clear, then I'm going to die. Die from disbelief.

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  15. 27 Jan 2018

    I'm tired of the runaround. I'm tired of not being believed. What more can I say in English. How much more articulate do I have to be. My brain feels like it's been drugged for 30 days. At this point, I can't not be 23 year old and black and more believable. Sorry not possible.

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  16. 27 Jan 2018

    There is something putting pressure on my brain. It's not working, there's insurmountable pressure. I can't explain myself any clearer to any more medical professionals, this is Day 50. If I don't get it fixed I'm the next 2-3 days, I am going to die.

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  17. 27 Jan 2018

    I want to thank everyone for their support, we've tried to follow as many contacts as we could in a short space of time. Over the last week I've been to my family doctor, dentist & another 5 hopsitals. They're not grasping the concept, but today is my last day with my brain.

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  18. 19 Jan 2018

    Also I don't feel it's one illness. I think doctors are looking for an equation but it feels more like a grocery list. I understand mental instability & psychosis are the umbrellas that cover all of my symptoms, but I feel at least 2 separate things are happening with my body.

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  19. 19 Jan 2018

    Hey all, update to help filter help efficiently, a lot of messages we're not getting to in time. Was negative for Lyme disease, Meningitis, Heart disease & CT scan with dye showed brain looks normal. Multiple blood test all came back normal as well. Along with MRI of spine.

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  20. 19 Jan 2018

    Early morning. Dad is here typing now. Just wanted to say while help is appreciated, we just can't accept any money. Medical assistance and facilitation is ideal, but no gofundsme please. I just personally don't feel comfortable accepting money in any capacity. Thanks.

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