Telling myself I was the best player for a character in my state didn’t make it true. I’m really just a 1-2 wonder if I’m honest with myself. Yeah I mean I do better than that usually at tournaments but realistically I’m kind of a nobody even if I don’t want to believe it
Thanks. I appreciate the encouraging words a lot. That is a good way to look at it and I wish I could feel good enough. I get decent results and I know I’m not free. I just am not good enough for my standards. Being unfair to yourself is a bad habit idk how to break

