Scion | Kyoto  🌻

I was so tired of being morbidly obese and nothing i tried would work. I'd diet, go to the gym, lose 20+ lbs, then rebound and gain it all back. I felt gross and couldn't stand to look myself in the mirror. It sounds dumb but this scene right here is what changed my life.

I was rewatching the first season of Sunshine. I felt like the writers had written that scene just for me. It's true. The only thing that matters is the DESIRE to do something. I knew I wouldn't be able to lose weight on my own. But I knew I had to find a solution. I had options.

That's the very day I decided to research proven weight loss methods. I settled on getting weight loss surgery. That moment I decided to go for it... I had never felt so hopeful in my life. I knew my life was going to change for the better.

The next few months were some of the roughest I had ever dealt with. I had to lose right under 50 lbs in three months in order to get surgery. I cried almost every day because of the diet. But I had the desire to keep going.