It's eye-opening to look at pre-transition photos of myself now. I was fit and quite pretty, but I only saw a disgusting mistake when I looked in the mirror Now I think, holy shit, I was really mentally unwell back then. How the fuck was I deemed well enough to get HRT, surgery?
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By the time I was 30 I was size 6/8 and thought I was so fat, I could barely bear to look at myself and yet I felt a compulsion to. I looked in every shop window/mirror and I was disgusted at myself. I still have bad days. I'm glad you can now see yourself as you really were xx
