It's eye-opening to look at pre-transition photos of myself now. I was fit and quite pretty, but I only saw a disgusting mistake when I looked in the mirror Now I think, holy shit, I was really mentally unwell back then. How the fuck was I deemed well enough to get HRT, surgery?
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That's.. like me looking back at my memories, questioning why on Earth was a young girl who had such deep issues was allowed to take testosterone. It really is eye-opening to how the whole process is honestly not very safe.
The silver-lining for me (always try to find those) now that I've finally gotten to a stage were I can actually look at old photos and see what I actually was - not a disgusting freak - I've actually developed something of a protective feeling for younger me. I want to help her.
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I'll admit, similar exists for me except I don't have old photos to look at thanks to my selfishness in the past. These experiences do motivate me to try and be protective of other intersex children who can get roped into this stuff like I did though. I want to prevent this.
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it's the ppl around you that disregarded and exploited ur vulnerability that are selfish. they owe you an apology.
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self love is healing
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that's the key.
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That is a very good sign. I am glad for you.
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Each time i see pictures of my son younger, i feel the same, telling him: "I'm here, baby. Won't let them get you. "
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Along with "i'm so sorry i failed you"...but that's another discussion i'm not ready to get into
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