Watson

hormones ravage your mental health. it ruins it -- and you don't know it because you think hormones are your only savior and are helping you and the reason it's so bad is because you're just not finished transitioning yet. but in reality it's the harm of hormones. they worsen

your mental health so significantly that suicide may be an outcome. my depression was constant, my anxiety especially over certain things was horrendous, my ptsd still hit me like a freight train, it caused a new diagnosis of a personality disorder, my sleeping was even worse

than now, i struggled with almost constant self harm and hate towards my body, and almost daily suicidal thoughts. on impulses i attempted twice. and even after all of that it wasn't getting any better the further i went with transition. pushing through wasn't a possibility when