H.K. Belvedere Ω

I guess I got tired of posting constantly, too much reacting to information. I was becoming a reptile in my nature. Now I must return to OWL mode. Observe and takes notes for a while.

I feel this

I have a lot to say about many things, but my mind was being dragged into the mainstream cesspit to keep me down, I am fully aware of this yet I fall victim to it myself.

I have been feeling exactly this. It's good to be aware of what's happening behind the curtain but even if you are aware of it, you can easily fall victim to it. Must have humility to recognise this blind spot.

I sometimes feel I have a duty of care to people who follow me. I care about people and like to point out the flaws in the mainstream stories but at the same time. They are sucking my energy just the same as anybody else who focuses into it.

100% feel you on this brother. That's why I dip in and out. There are certain periods where I will catch myself going to deep into the darkness and fail to see all the beauty and light in my life