Revelation 14:9–11 indicates that those who accept this mark are identifying themselves with Satan, and rejecting God. Revelation 20:4 explains that true believers will refuse this mark, and many will be executed as a result. Its getting Biblical out here.
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I'm afraid
Do not be crippled by fear my friend. We are just being tested more than ever. You will be in the hands of God soon enough. Embrace the truth, light and virtue! 
