GeniesLoki

48. I am struggling with positivity today because of a whole bunch of difficult emotions and conversations. The fact that I am able to trust all parties involved to have those conversations is extremely positive even if the individual conversations themselves are more mixed.

49. On the subject of emotions, my ongoing project of being better at feelings is very much working this year. It's been what... Three years since @nosilverv told me to pick up Focusing and read a bunch of phenomenology texts, and that was useful from day one but compounded well.

(Apparently I'm wrong about it being three years ago and it's more like two. But in my defence 2020 has been a decade long)

50. @m_ashcroft introducing me to Alexander technique a decade ago back in January has also had a very positive impact although somewhat interrupted due to the difficulty of in person classes what I've been able to do on my own and with reading has still been very useful

51. There have been no nice cats on this walk but there are a whole bunch of very cute ducks out right now.

52. Entirely by accident the last two novels I read had poly triad relationships in them, and it's turns out that representation really is nice to see.