While Jungkook is just giving one word replies, trying not to sound dead. They go to a small cafe first, where they eat a heavy meal, and then move on to shopping. Jimin is surprised at how much Jk shops. What he doesn’t know is that Jungkook is pushing all his broken emotions.
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you or Hoseok. You guys can fuck each other or fuck off. I don’t care.” Jungkook says and twists his arm from Yoongi’s grip and walks away, slow tears forming in his eyes. Jungkook keeps walking aimlessly, hoping to get back home, but instead reaches the noodle shop.
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Jungkook buys noodles for them, and asks someone the way back to Jimin’s house, only to realise that it was very very close to the shop. As Jungkook walks back home, he thinks about how much life has changed. His home town, which is supposed to be his safe place is his biggest
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enemy. He can’t wait to go back to Seoul and drown himself in the material benefits he had there, the mindless sex, and the only friends he has: Namjoon and Jin, who he knows won’t leave him.
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The next two days are a blur. Jk spends most of his time staying in with Jimin, playing video games and other things like that, fully enjoying his time with Jimin. Neither Yoongi, Hoseok nor Taehyung tried to contact him thankfully. “Kook, stay a little longer?” Jimin requests.
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“I would love to hyung, but I just can’t. I’ve got to study.” Jungkook lies. He’s probably going to spend his days either lost between someone’s legs or spending some time alone at the library, reading or studying for the next semester. He’ll probably go out with Jin and Namjoon.
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Jimin nods, and puts Jungkook’s bags at the back of his truck, and hops in to the driver’s seat. Just as they’re about to leave, another car pulls into the drive away, and Jimin gets down with a smile, apparently recognising the car. “Tae!” Jimin says from beside him.
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Jungkook prays for it to be any other ‘Tae’. But does luck like him? No. Taehyung climbs out of his car, a big smile on his face. “Where are you guys off to?” Taehyung asks. “The airport. Jungoo is leaving today.” Jimin pouts. “Awe! I’ll join along? I’ll keep you company on the
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way back.” Taehyung says, his eyes only looking at Jungkook, but something feels different this time. “Oh yeah, that’ll be a good idea! Hop on!” Jimin says, and Jungkook so badly wants to scream. Why is the universe doing this to him?! Taehyung sits at the back of the jeep.
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The drive to the airport seems indefinitely long. There’s music playing in the car, but there’s no conversation at all. There’s a thick blanket of silence from the tension between Taehyung and Jungkook, but Jimin is just oblivious. He’s singing along and driving merrily.
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When they get to the airport, Jungkook jumps out of the car, in a hurry to get away from this city and most of its people who are so hell bent on ruining his life. Jimin gets out of the car and removes Jungkook’s bags for him. He then hugs Jungkook tightly. “I’ll miss you.”
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“I’ll miss you too hyung. Everyday.” Jungkook whispers back, still hugging Jimin tightly. Jimin breaks the hug and to Jungkook’s surprise, Taehyung hugs him too. “I’m sorry.” He whispers in Jungkook’s ear and hands him an envelope with Jimin being able to see it.
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Jungkook feels a small tear roll down his face. He feels like he’s breaking. What gave Taehyung the right to say that to him? Does he think that it’ll fix everything? This pathetic mess that he’s put Jungkook in? Jk waves goodbye to the two boys for the final time and leaves.
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The letter is heavy in his hand, and every part of Jungkook’s being wants to open it, but he wills himself not to. Not yet. In the past week, Jungkook has received 2 apologies from 2 people he despises the most, and yet neither of them make him feel better or happier.
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If anything, they make things worse. Jungkook has no idea what Taehyung has written in that letter. For all he knows, it’s a new blackmail, or some pictures he took of them that night. Whatever it is, Jungkook doesn’t want to find out. Jungkook gets back on the flight, his heart
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heavy and full of pain. He never wanted a life like this for himself. He never wanted all this pain. But maybe, he’s done something to deserve it. Jungkook boards the flight, and the moment the flight takes off, he cries like he’s never cried before. He feels like he’s been hit.
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He feels like someone has lashed him repeatedly, punished him. Jungkook doesn’t feel numb, not anymore. He feels everything, and most of all, he feels a huge gaping hole in his body, where his heart should have been.
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Season: Fall "My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful as days can be; she loves the bare, the withered tree; she walks the sodden pasture lane." - Robert Frostpic.twitter.com/78VUlNVgBg
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Jungkook looks outside his window, a cigarette burning in his hand, as the rain slowly pours down on the city. The sky is crying for his broken heart and his broken soul. Things haven’t changed much since he got back from Busan. The only difference is that earlier, Jungkook would
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at least be capable of feeling something when those boys hurt him, but now it’s all over. Jungkook can’t feel a thing. Those boys can do anything, but Jungkook won’t feel a damn thing. Jungkook barely talks to Jimin anymore. That trip to Busan was too traumatising for him.
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Jungkook looks at the trees, and sees them bare, their leaves have shed, and they’re just skeletons, barely live, barely dead, and that’s exactly how Jungkook feels right now. Somewhere caught in the middle of two things. Jungkook still thinks back to his Busan trip sometimes.
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He thinks about the letter that Taehyung gave him. Jungkook still hasn’t opened it. He’s too scared. Thankfully, neither Yoongi nor Taehyung tried to contact him in the past few months. Jungkook takes another drag of his cigarette and embraces the cold winds.
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It’s going to be winter soon, and it’s Jungkook’s favourite time of the year. It’s time for Christmas, and it’s also the time Jungkook finishes uni. He’ll be free! He can finally move to a different country, and start fresh. But maybe, life has different plans for him.
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Jungkook takes the last puff of his cigarette when there is someone banging on his door. Jungkook looks at his watch, and it’s almost 7pm. He doesn’t have any customers right now, who could it be? Jungkook slowly goes to the door, prepared to fight.
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He slowly opens the door, the rain outside beating hard at his door step, and Jungkook is shocked to see the person standing at his door, completely drenched, eyes blood shot, as he looks at Jungkook. “Taehyung.” Jungkook breathes, his blood running cold.
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“J-Jungkook.” Taehyung whispers, his entire body shaking. “What do you want Taehyung. Are you here to destroy my life further?” Jungkook spits at him spitefully. “I- I love you.” Taehyung whispers, and Jungkook shuts the door, his entire body frozen, slowly shaking.
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There’s more knocks on the door; but Jungkook completely ignores it. He can’t deal with this right now. Jungkook winks against his door, pulling his knees against his chest as soft sobs rock his small form. What is this new game that Taehyung is playing with him?
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There are a few more knocks on the door, until Jungkook hears a soft thump sound. Jungkook’s blood runs cold. What happened?! Jungkook swiftly gets up and opens the door to see Taehyung lying on the ground, almost passed out. “Taehyung!” Jungkook tells, slowly pulling Taehyung’s
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shivering form inside his house. “Taehyung!” Jungkook tries again, shaking the boy, but there’s no repose. Jungkook pulls up Taehyung to his couch and begins to slowly take his wet socks and shoes off, putting a blanket on his feet. “TAEHYUNG!” Jungkook tries again.
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Taehyung’s form is still and unmoving. Jungkook takes off Taehyung’s wet jacket, soft tears running down his face. Jungkook doesn’t even know why, but he’s so scared. What if something happens to Taehyung?! Jungkook throws Taehyung wet jacket to the side, and his T-shirt follows.
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Jungkook runs to his room and pulls out a small heater. Taehyung’s entire body is freezing cold. Jungkook swiftly pulls of Taehyung’s pants, and it’s a little more difficult than he imagined, but he has to do it. Jungkook runs to his cupboard and pulls out a sweater and sweats.
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