Cú Chulainn

In April 2019, my psyche encountered serious nihilism attacks and gerascophobia. It was pure uncertainty. An existential crisis. After that, I didn't know how to show up again without facing a massive wind of shitstorm and being called a hypocrite.

I did not confess my mental issues to avoid being labelled a hypocrite. I want you all to know that I never ever took you for granted.

I have learnt that I should rather focus on YouTube than on Twitter. Many graphics I created in late 2018 are now forgotten and burried below thousands of tweets, unlike my YouTube productions.

And If I have not responded to you yet, it is because I have not seen your tweet yet. My notifications are flooded, and I also have only 24 hours per day. Please do not take it personally.

Before April 2019, I had a lot of F.O.M.O. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/fear_of_missing_out … ). Then, the silent mental breakdown came. I was unable to find the perfect time to come back and I felt guilty every day. I missed you, dear community.