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Considering how anxious I am about passing IRL, it sure is weird that on YouTube I'm apparently fine presenting as a series of drag queens and female impersonators. 
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Actually I have continuous agonizing soul-searching about whether I'm actually fine with it. There were def points when I was editing this last video where I stopped and thought... waaaaaat the fuck am I doing?
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Idk. On the one hand I think playing a glitterbeard genderfuck was a really important step for me. To put on a beard, pretend not to be a woman for several hours, then take it all off and go, "yep, still a woman"—that's a good feeling. It's maturity, confidence, security.
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On the other hand, when I put that beard on & looked in the mirror there was def a surge of existential dread. Looking like a bearded drag queen is kind of a trans woman's worst nightmare? But I tried to find a place of beauty & confidence in it & I think I came out stronger.
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Anyway... I think I'm gonna try presenting female in my next video, that should be a healthy change of pace for me lololol
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When you wore the beard you kind of looked more like a drag KING than a queen, which says something about how well you pass.
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I wish you could see yourself and just how beautiful I think you are through my eyes Natalie !! YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN.
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When I do cross-gender drag it always makes me feel more like the gender I am because people can tell I’m dressing up as my agab and not just being it. I feel this spiritually. It’s also really mentally draining
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As a non-binary person with a beard myself, it was very validating seeing Baltimore in your video, so thank you <3
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The beard business did catch me off guard, so hats off to both moving me and (gently) shaking me with your many cables. Also love love love that the wig you styled up with Jaymes Manfield found it's way into your formidable arsenal of video costume items
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