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Considering how anxious I am about passing IRL, it sure is weird that on YouTube I'm apparently fine presenting as a series of drag queens and female impersonators. 
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Actually I have continuous agonizing soul-searching about whether I'm actually fine with it. There were def points when I was editing this last video where I stopped and thought... waaaaaat the fuck am I doing?
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Idk. On the one hand I think playing a glitterbeard genderfuck was a really important step for me. To put on a beard, pretend not to be a woman for several hours, then take it all off and go, "yep, still a woman"—that's a good feeling. It's maturity, confidence, security.
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On the other hand, when I put that beard on & looked in the mirror there was def a surge of existential dread. Looking like a bearded drag queen is kind of a trans woman's worst nightmare? But I tried to find a place of beauty & confidence in it & I think I came out stronger.
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Anyway... I think I'm gonna try presenting female in my next video, that should be a healthy change of pace for me lololol
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I understand that sudden feeling. I got it a lot when I had to repress around certain family members. Solidarity and hugs, sister
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