YouTuber, ex-philosopher 
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I regret that thread I posted yesterday. I keep promising to stop but I never learn. The problem with Twitter is you're constantly faced with the dangerous temptation to philosophize. Fuck that. IG is good clean fun, let's all move there.
If I were a better edgelord I wouldn't cycle through these ridiculous loops of recklessness and remorse. I'm not a "fuck your feels" person, I get upset when other people are upset. I can't handle confrontation and I hate arguing on the Internet. Wait why is this my job?
I don't know what is with this spasm of reactionary conformist angst I've been experiencing the last few months. I feel bad because I know a lot of you guys actually like me because I'm queer and just fucking weird.
To be fair most of what I say now is best understood as deranged dysphoric ravings and you really shouldn't listen to it. I should probably actually talk to a therapist about this stuff instead of using Twitter.
Like this idea I have that everyone who compliments me is part of a sinister conspiracy to condescendingly trick me into delusionally not hating myself—I should not have tweeted about that. Now They know I'm onto them. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.pic.twitter.com/0v6CrjZmog
Natalie I get the need for self-crit and we always need to try to be better but ALSO you've been laying down some truth and if we keep trying to sand all the rough edges off our experiences then people (including trans people) will keep having wrong ideas about what transness is
you'll never please everyone but why the hell do you want to? it's so much more important to be honest imho
Seriously, no one should be taking anyone's philosophizing as 'word of god'. Your thread was an invaluable and humanizing insight into how some people experience dysphoria.
I was about to type a long comment on this but I think I can actually sum up what I think in just one sentence. I think You apologize for being yourself too much.
i found the thread incredibly insightful, interesting, and thought provoking. i’m sorry we can’t have nice things… :(
The thread was deeply meaningful to me and made me feel validated. The last thing I would want is an apology.
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