This isn’t a ban. It’s another half-measure by @TeamYouTube to avoid having to ban him permanently which, according to the @YouTube Terms Of Service, he has earned many times over. He’ll be back and the rhetoric will only get worse because he knows he can get away with anything.
It’s your Scarlet Letter and it won’t wash off. There is a reason you’ve always been pissed off and afraid. Maybe therapy will help