I have a total hunger to have people think about my time- wait can Carey take this on? Wait how would Carey do this work w/ what we know about what she’s already doing? And that is, for an adult, a total fantasy. That is my job to do. But I am HUNGRY for it.
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I mean I think it’s a complex about time and being discarded. Like when ppl assume I have the time or are relaxed about taking a lot of my time I feel discarded, alone, like dangerously not valued.
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It’s def not a sense of “well this person was p self-centered about their impact on me guess I have to be pushy back” it’s more like “i will never escape this person’s control and it will only expand until there is no me left.”
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Same when ppl are big talkers without giving anyone else a chance to cut in- I feel myself going limp as they talk and then I feel such a strong YOU ARE NOT A SAFE PERSON TO INTERACT WITH.
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Which does not work for my life at all bc I have a face ppl talk at. Also bc ppl in the population I work with are super cavalier about time. Being an agency therapist is kind of a total nightmare for my inner child.
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The idea of a secretary or assistant who prompts you when it’s time to do the next thing, who takes that task out of your head and lets you fully concentrate- sounds like literal heaven to me. Sounds like God hugging me.
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