Brie 🖤

I actually fucking hate wearing a bra. I hate the feeling of long hair on the back of my neck heating me up. I hate feeling like I have to wear a wig and makeup in order to “pass” as a woman I hate being treated like a freak when I don’t try hard enough

“Well don’t wear that then just be yourself” I hate the way people treat me, the looks I get, the shit people say under their breath passing by me, regardless of how I present myself as a woman

I don’t even know the hardship that others face who face real discrimination and are unable to get jobs or even survive as a trans woman in this world. Many of you struggle every fuckin day and I admire your perseverance.

I hate the way cis men treat me, and I have lost respect for men to a point where I feel like I cannot possibly be attracted to them no matter what I do. I hate the way some cis lesbians have treated me and how rude they can be about the fact that I have a dick

From a romantic perspective it is like literally every group of people outside of the trans community has repetitively treated me like absolutely worthless trash that is a freak of nature. Trying over and over again yields the same results and I feel like I’m going insane.

Now I don’t necessarily need to be with someone to be happy, I am very happy as an independent person and I love spending time with myself. But I cannot go on living this broken record anymore, especially as I am constantly approached by people who think they’re interested in me

All of my experience as a trans woman in the past 2.5 years has lead me to understand a few things about myself: - I tend to have more deeply platonic connections with men than with women - I was not at all socialized as a woman and have no interest in taking up those behaviors

- I am extremely lazy when it comes to my appearance and although certain things can bug me (I always hated facial hair) I do not actually care how those things influence the perception of my gender - I actually don’t care if some random person calls me Sir or He/Him