Going against my biological imperative was definitely not my first choice as I find many women to be beautiful, but it is the logical choice nowadays. The cost/benefit analysis says there is too much risk for such little reward.
Well you are doing something right to have sex on tap, but you are right to be very cautious. I myself was a bit of an incel if I am being honest. Most of the sex I have had, I have paid for. I have had relationships and girlfriends, but not many at all.