Alex Spencer

Finally unlocked an ability that allows me to pass barriers I first encountered about three hours into the game. Which for me, was nearly a year ago.

The whole time since I picked Hollow Knight backed up, I've been clinging to the same pile of Geo – the currency you lose on dying but can recoup by finding your fallen self. Bolstered by my winnings in the arena, it was close to seven thousand Geo.

This is an obscene amount of Geo – a sign of the kind of hording normally reserved for dragons and the very rich. In the past ten hours, I've found nothing to spend it on. And still yet I clung onto it.

And then, carelessly rushing to my own corpse through an area I was, it turns out, baselessly confident about... I lost it. Seven thousand down to zero.

I mourned, briefly – wailed, rent my garments, all that – but now I feel oddly free. There's probably a lesson in there, somewhere.

I'm putting off the final bosses of Hollow Knight in favour of semi-aimlessly pottering around Hallownest. Partly because, yes, I'm terrified of them – but mostly because I'm not ready to face being done.

Tomorrow, though, me and the Switch have got a twelve-hour flight, and I intend to alight from that plane a changed man.