what motivates you *right now*? what makes you move? rent? guilt? identity? boredom? things with which you try to replace these *must* contain that impetus for action (unless you're a sub-person who doesn't care about Willing) dreams? aspirations? identity? must reference
Identity is definitely a component. If I'm being honest it's something akin to asserting my right to exist and be present in the world while surrounded by demons. Only unlike a Buddha, I neither believe in nirvana nor seek to attain it. Just the dignity of touching the ground.
