The Legendary Dragon Alephwyr, named Alephwyr, BA

I don't know what to trust. Angels suck. The future sucks, so opening a door to time manipulation is unhelpful. Everything I do just ends up being a form of terrorism towards myself.

Being trans makes everything hard. Can't turn to religion. Most metaphysics have so much baggage, or else they just open the door to terror. "Nothing is true, everything is permitted" is basically Crichton's "Sphere", but Christianity promotes hell, and they all say I'm wrong

I'm not wrong but I can't build an epistemological foundation out of my trans ness

it isn't clear to me why you'd need to start small imo you have an experiential point of view. that's consistent, trustable when you drop a rock it falls to the ground. consistent, trustable build from there angels are superfluous to requirements

It was radically inconsistent for a period of about 4 years

okay. so any trust is relative and probabilistic, based on recent performance which may indicate but does not guarantee future performance. that's fine. probably we'd be better off if more people kept that in mind in general

Have you read Yoko Taro is a Dragon from the Future? It is not just a lol funny. It's what actually happened to me as best as I was able to figure it at the time.

Really not sure what to do with the apparent knowledge that: 1. Angels, whatever they are, exist 2. They deny the one thing I am most certain about in the entire world Seems like it may just be people from the future trying to hurt me. But that's not much better.