been having an urge to escort again, just a bit. i wish i could tweet on this account like 'anybody wanna meet up in SF next week, here's my rates', etc.
i think escorting maaaay have introduced a type of kink for me? like-
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there's somethin uniquely about fun with a brand new (or mostly new) person where the selection is out of your control, but i don't fully enjoy it in most circumstances due to weird social dynamics where I'm trying to avoid ppl feeling like they're 'winning' by having fun w me 2/
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but introducing a transaction cures this! I don't have to have that ancient feminine anxiety over whether I chose the right partner or what it means about my market value that i'm having fun them - $ is the great equalizer. I can just relax and enjoy it.
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anyway, this is a very particular flavor of intimate interaction that i've developed occasional cravings for ever since i stopped. i feel like it'd be too weird to tweet about it though? like not sure it's wise to be so blatant. but it's frustrating cause i *love* being blatant
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Ppl DMing me photos of yourselves, you're missing the point and making me not want to see you. I want seeing u to be totally independent of the way you look! If I feel like I'm "making a choice" it makes the whole experience more stressful. dont give me elements to choose from
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the essence of the kink is in foregoing control? Switching into 'movie mode' and just being along for the ride. Now just get to see what happens?
is a liberation from contemplating social/biological implications. like eating junk after long hard work out. guilt free in a way
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lol reading this and sending you pics. reading comprehension is a turn on people!
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If you truly want not choice you could go auction yourself off. It might maximize your hourly rate while minimizing your ability to chose.
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