been having an urge to escort again, just a bit. i wish i could tweet on this account like 'anybody wanna meet up in SF next week, here's my rates', etc.
i think escorting maaaay have introduced a type of kink for me? like-
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there's somethin uniquely about fun with a brand new (or mostly new) person where the selection is out of your control, but i don't fully enjoy it in most circumstances due to weird social dynamics where I'm trying to avoid ppl feeling like they're 'winning' by having fun w me 2/
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but introducing a transaction cures this! I don't have to have that ancient feminine anxiety over whether I chose the right partner or what it means about my market value that i'm having fun them - $ is the great equalizer. I can just relax and enjoy it.
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anyway, this is a very particular flavor of intimate interaction that i've developed occasional cravings for ever since i stopped. i feel like it'd be too weird to tweet about it though? like not sure it's wise to be so blatant. but it's frustrating cause i *love* being blatant
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Ppl DMing me photos of yourselves, you're missing the point and making me not want to see you. I want seeing u to be totally independent of the way you look! If I feel like I'm "making a choice" it makes the whole experience more stressful. dont give me elements to choose from
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I’d feel more comfortable if I was paying someone on a date at this point. Shit can I say that? I don’t want to get you or me in trouble. But I doubt if Elon cares.
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This makes total sense to me. I'd probably be doing it if I were attractive like you.
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I feel like I'm a girl when it comes to dating since I have a lot of anxiety about whether my partner is right for me and what they say about my social status. Their actual attractiveness to me is almost secondary
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well thank you for sharing this, i guess i never knew how to put it in words but yeah i only ever had sex for money since we are confessing lol