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I get so envious when I read about women who plan their work and lives around their cycles. My cycle is anywhere from 34-62 days long. I never know when I’m going to get my period. Also, I don’t ovulate every cycle. So I never know what my hormonal situation is.
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I saw a gynaecologist a few months ago after being on a wait list for a whole year. She put on me progesterone, which made me cry every day and feel suicidal. Her only remaining suggestion was the birth control pill.
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I’m not comfortable with hormonal birth control because of the health risks (which are *wildly* downplayed, for some reason). Also, it doesn’t address the underlying issue. Why is all this happening in the first place? I’ve never had a normal or regular cycle in my entire life.
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