It's also cool to me how skilled I feel at this now? like there's some sense of deftness and integration. like there's a way I haven't really forgotten any of this, it's integrated well into my life already.
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like I have well-built attitudes towards things, methods of handling stuff, and this trip was a lot of yeah, you did a great job building those attitudes and methods, the thing you find deep in here mirrors the thing you are doing in life
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looking at shit is exhausting. It feels like consuming a meal with my eyes, like I have been greedy but am starting to get full
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all of this is SO exhausting. most reliable aspect of doing lsd. feel like I've been tied to the back of a truck going down a mountain gravel road
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there's def a part of me that's into it, like yeaah torture me for an infinity please, I want you to annihilate me, scrape me over the coals of loss, tear me limb from limb, thought from thought, want by want, I am Isaac on the altar, I was born for this and I will die for this
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it's really good to get freshly confused by everything now and then
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I really love porn
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seriously people just go make things on the internet to make your body feel good that's incredible thank you
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I also like attention
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OK I'm like 90% sober now; wanna say for context that lately I seem to be pretty sensitive to lsd. I was having trouble performing basic tasks on 80ug; if I take 125ug I cannot e.g., get water by myself.
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