yeah that's right like my tweets just like that
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It's also cool to me how skilled I feel at this now? like there's some sense of deftness and integration. like there's a way I haven't really forgotten any of this, it's integrated well into my life already.
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like I have well-built attitudes towards things, methods of handling stuff, and this trip was a lot of yeah, you did a great job building those attitudes and methods, the thing you find deep in here mirrors the thing you are doing in life
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looking at shit is exhausting. It feels like consuming a meal with my eyes, like I have been greedy but am starting to get full
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all of this is SO exhausting. most reliable aspect of doing lsd. feel like I've been tied to the back of a truck going down a mountain gravel road
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there's def a part of me that's into it, like yeaah torture me for an infinity please, I want you to annihilate me, scrape me over the coals of loss, tear me limb from limb, thought from thought, want by want, I am Isaac on the altar, I was born for this and I will die for this
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it's really good to get freshly confused by everything now and then
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I really love porn
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seriously people just go make things on the internet to make your body feel good that's incredible thank you
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I also like attention
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OK I'm like 90% sober now; wanna say for context that lately I seem to be pretty sensitive to lsd. I was having trouble performing basic tasks on 80ug; if I take 125ug I cannot e.g., get water by myself.
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Are you sure of the doses? Seems unusual to be that far gone especially for someone with plenty of experience with it.
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pretty sure, yeah, in the sense of getting from a very reliable source and other people taking the doses and reporting normal/expected intensity levels. I've been just getting increasingly more sensitive to it over time.
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Welcome home from the looking glass. Rest, be kind and gentle with yourself. Remember to ground yourself now that you are back. Integrate whatever you have learned. Connect with friends and loved ones.
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Soon you’ll join tablespoon wine club, where we work sensitively and play sensitively
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