ate 60ug LSD fifteen minutes ago, not too bad a dose but already feeling stuff, maybe I'll do live tweet thread here
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took another 20, for a total of 80 started to feel it and was like wait I wanna go deeper. 80 is still mild tho I'm a wuss
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starts out with this flutter in my heart and the faint sense the ground is unstable; or more like the surface of water, like there might be things swimming underneath me, or above me. I feel more vertical as opposed to horizontal
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my internal experience is getting louder
idk if I'm gonna be able to see twitter through it
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it's always weird how scary and safe this is at the same time. it's like hey, let's go to the bottom of the ocean, also did you know you are capable of withstanding massive pressure?
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everything is so intense. I am stretched between two massive pools of agony and delight, like my being is made out of the tiny space between them
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bruh
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like half the work of doing lsd is realizing how much of myself is not on lsd
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I'm like a half human to you, and you collectively make up half a human to me. Spent a lot of the trip alternating between hate and love in confusion about this
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I'm so confused how some people seem to hate me so much. I don't think I feel that way about anybody else except maybe senator warren
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omg am I other people's senator Warrens? their peak midgroup of all that is wrong with the world?
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so bizarre.
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It's also weird to have been born into a body that a lot of people are trying to put their penises into
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yeah that's right like my tweets just like that
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It's also cool to me how skilled I feel at this now? like there's some sense of deftness and integration. like there's a way I haven't really forgotten any of this, it's integrated well into my life already.
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like I have well-built attitudes towards things, methods of handling stuff, and this trip was a lot of yeah, you did a great job building those attitudes and methods, the thing you find deep in here mirrors the thing you are doing in life
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looking at shit is exhausting. It feels like consuming a meal with my eyes, like I have been greedy but am starting to get full
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all of this is SO exhausting. most reliable aspect of doing lsd. feel like I've been tied to the back of a truck going down a mountain gravel road
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there's def a part of me that's into it, like yeaah torture me for an infinity please, I want you to annihilate me, scrape me over the coals of loss, tear me limb from limb, thought from thought, want by want, I am Isaac on the altar, I was born for this and I will die for this
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it's really good to get freshly confused by everything now and then
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I really love porn
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seriously people just go make things on the internet to make your body feel good that's incredible thank you
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I also like attention
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OK I'm like 90% sober now; wanna say for context that lately I seem to be pretty sensitive to lsd. I was having trouble performing basic tasks on 80ug; if I take 125ug I cannot e.g., get water by myself.
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me_irl today
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