the fucked up thing is that i can never stop spending time. there are no free actions. thinking about what to do is itself an action that consumes time. i need a pause button for reality so bad and i genuinely hate that i don’t have one
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for me i have an extremely strong visual around this which is a big red pickup truck coming at me full speed and it's about to hit me but it keeps repeating and im forever caught in the gasping tense 'holy shit' right before the strike
There's a perfectly looped gif of a truck about to hit something that gives me that feeling
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