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Aella
@Aella_Girl
LSD/shrooms feels a bit 'top down,' with the sense of "you working out" your problems, coming into conscious contact with every element, etc. MDMA feels like the goodness is *just there* without u having to go through it This is kinda what sex parties do for me 1/
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
Like, despite my whole sex work or whatever, I still have feelings of... tension around free sexuality. And I can try to work through this top down, consciously - but attending sex parties feels like taking the MDMA of sexual comfort - the comfort just *happens* to me.
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
In this, sex parties/orgies feel really healthy for me to attend, kinda healing in some way, like it wipes away subtle shame that accumulated like grime over years from hanging out with people who would never fuck in front of you.
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@HarperTheFox
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@Aella_Girl
Experiences like this are so formative to my 20s, I sometimes forget that it’s as uncommon as it is. A friend of mine just learned that Max and I used to have an open relationship, and she was FLABBERGASTED. Never occurred to her before that it might be hot or fun.
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@thank_fully
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@Aella_Girl
My experience doesn't include the masturbating, but I can say that being in the room while your friends have sex is heavenly. Just feeling the love pouring off of them like extra maple syrup over the side of pancakes
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Dead Sec
@dead_sect
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@Aella_Girl
My friends and I share nudes consensually. You feeling hot today? Send a pic! It made me feel way less weird about sexual encounters because we made it way more normal
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