LSD/shrooms feels a bit 'top down,' with the sense of "you working out" your problems, coming into conscious contact with every element, etc.
MDMA feels like the goodness is *just there* without u having to go through it
This is kinda what sex parties do for me 1/
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Like, despite my whole sex work or whatever, I still have feelings of... tension around free sexuality. And I can try to work through this top down, consciously - but attending sex parties feels like taking the MDMA of sexual comfort - the comfort just *happens* to me.
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In this, sex parties/orgies feel really healthy for me to attend, kinda healing in some way, like it wipes away subtle shame that accumulated like grime over years from hanging out with people who would never fuck in front of you.
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Long ago I used to hang out in circles that were super sexually open, I saw all my friends get railed, we'd masturbate in the same room casually while hanging out, and that was *amazing* for my mental health, resulted in a deep comfort around sexual openness that I miss a lot.
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Honestly it's often frowned upon. You don't want anything that makes consent more confusing, and a lot of people are already outside their comfort zone so it can be a bad combo. That said...find the right (intimate) group and it's the BEST combo.
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Yes, astute. You dont always have to do a slog of inner work to attain mental comfort. You can just fling yourself into an environment that makes your body remember the thing was always comfy. I'm so glad the party was good for you 💕 I still feel fuzzy & relaxed today
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you could show me this first tweet and ask me to spread my bets on who in the world wrote it and I’d put all my chips on you
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