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Aella
@Aella_Girl
For a long time I was real unaware of my emotions or physical body, prolly cause it was smoother not to be. I've made huge strides since! Buut I suspect sexual/romantic attraction to people might be a thing I'm still unaware of, suppressed, because it's "smoother not to be."
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
like the other day a muscular guy (stranger) walked by and my genitals were like o.o This surprised me - I don't normally feel attracted to muscles! Am I getting in touch with a suppressed thing, or is this a genuinely new interest?
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@Aella_Girl
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@Aella_Girl
I also can't tell what is normal or weird, here. Maybe if I am subconsciously suppressing (early-stage) attraction to myself, it's cause some deep part of me believes terrible things will happen if I do not suppress it. But is that just... a standard thing for women?
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@atlasontilt
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@Aella_Girl
New interest. Pheromones. Emotional/sexual connection. All of the above is honestly my guess. I’m late 30s tho and I’ve noticed a lot of similar changes aka ‘new interests’ over the years. I think it’s normal part of aging, growing, evolving 🤷‍♂️
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Oso Oak
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I agree with other that say pheromones. Or maybe your perception of muscular men changed recently? Maybe before you saw them as grotesque or getting armor of muscle to protect fragile egos or something. But now you see them as disciplined?