i’ve gone the last 4 days without adderall (to reset tolerance and sleep) and holy shit my ability to get things done without it is garbage
as in not only is it difficult to do things, but most of the time it doesn’t even occur to me ‘there’s stuff i could be doing right now’
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Out of curiosity, have you been taking it since childhood/long-term? Also what dose are you currently at
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ive been taking it since august
currently i take 20mg XR per day, when i take it
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Do you feel your motivation is worse than it was pre-August, or did cessation just made the contrast against baseline starkly clear?
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the latter
my ability to get things done pre-august was also pretty terrible
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same here. adderall makes me feel closer to a normal human and I'm like oh is this how everyone else feels all the time
This is so... unfortunate and gently saddening?
I would want to see if we can produce the experience and intricacies of adderall but with the mind and meditation/concentration.
Somebody send me like 40 pills so I can experiment. >.>
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