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Aella
@Aella_Girl
People often describe me as 'extremely weird', 'mentally atypical,' 'like an alien studying how humans work,' but I genuinely feel so normal from the inside. I feel like this is the obvious, default way to be and I'm continually confused why everyone else is so different from me.
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
It's frequent, subtle little corrections, like I'm a bowling ball thrown by a toddler and hitting the side bumpers over and over again; I say something I think is normal and someone *freaks* out and Im like oh yeah riiiight that's not a normal thing to say I guess?
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
Or I ask a q I think is interesting and ppl think I must be doing it cause I'm... bad or something, but it's subtle, and they're like o yea aella? i blocked her cause i dont like her edginess. But for me its like, *what* edginess? Oh yeah right I guess to the world I am edgy?
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
and i mean like the bowling ball i am getting corrected into the middle, I have learned a lot about what the world thinks is normal and what's weird, and I am pretty good at predicting it, but it doesn't feel *intuitive*, I have to pay it conscious attention.
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evil tweety
@withwordweirds
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@Aella_Girl
if this is the thing im thinking of i've got a crude working theory. but first a confirmation question or two: when you're in a social group that's at odds with another group, do you often find yourself the only person in your social group who sees how your side might be wrong?
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𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐓
@BLUNDERBUSSTED
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@Aella_Girl
People don’t understand genuine epistemological curiosity & interpret questions that imply inconsistency in their structure of values as an attack on their values and on them personally. A taboo is not intended to be questioned, but obeyed. The act of questioning is a violation.
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Sean Bell
@SeanBellring
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@Aella_Girl
It's not comprehensive, but this is a list of edgy things. You ask about these subjects a lot, I think that's where the impression comes from. You'll be like "11.5% of the time I'm doing paid sex", which is a crime almost everywhere, people usually think crime = edgy.
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R.C.Faenza Jr.
@FaenzaRC
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@Aella_Girl
Your problem is you are too damb smart for 95%of the population. That and your real interest in what the rest of the world thinks!I find it refreshing and amusing!that and you're so damb hot!😁👅❤