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    1. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      The first time I did LSD was at a party in a suburb in New Jersey with a bunch of people I mostly didn't know. I was 21 and hadn't done any drug before besides alcohol, because I was terrified of modifying my brain. I really liked THINKING RATIONALLY and BEING SMART. 1/

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    2. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      but at this party I was a little drunk, and people were being adventurous, and my friend slid up to me and was like 'do u want to eat this strip of paper' and I was like... okay you know what? YOLO. YO-goddamn-LO. I ate the paper and then sat waiting, kind of autistically. 2/

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    3. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      The party was on, and I didn't really know 'how' to party; I wasn't very good at interacting with the public-school-secular world yet. I had no idea what LSD was like either, I knew almost nothing about it at all. It was supposed to make your world wiggly, right? 3/

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    4. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      I went to the bathroom and felt relief from the pounding music noise. I was sitting on the toilet and looked up and saw that the towel was moving. I was like, that's kinda weird. In the mirror, my face was moving too. I went back out to the party and sat rigidly in the corner. 4/

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    5. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      And then a compulsive, inescapable introspection slowly fell over me. The music and chatter became oppressive, and my inner world began to grow huge and dark. I was like, oh. fuck. I needed to escape. The party was in a tiny apartment in a strange place, and it was loud. 5/

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    6. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      I wanted to be alone, in the quiet, to focus and manage all of this terrifying inner landscape rolling out inside of me and screaming at me to look at it. I ended up outside on the porch. It was raining, and my friends were very concerned about me. I was concerned about me. 6/

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    7. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      I was on the porch floor and clung onto the railings and sobbed loudly through it. I asked my friends to leave me alone, and they said no. I asked if they thought maybe I was going to hurt myself, and they said yes. I was like, okay this seems sensible, and tried to ignore them.

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    8. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      They said we should go for a walk, and bundled me up and ushered me outside the front door. It was dark, and I waited for the first chance I got and ran around the corner and dove into a bush. They chased after me, calling my name, but I really, really wanted to be alone.

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      Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

      Eventually it turned into a small search party for me that I easily evaded; I was barefoot, in black thigh-high stockings somehow and a big puffy jacket, and ran down the sidewalk past all the yellow lights into nowhere. 'YOU'RE OKAY. YOU'RE OKAY' i muttered to myself.

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        2. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          I realized I was going insane. My mind was utterly beyond my control, and this filled me with a calm, pervasive dread. I focused very hard as my feet padded rhythmically on the bubbling moonlit sidewalk. I needed to get my mind under control.

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        3. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          I found a big suburban pond and sat down next to it, wondering idly if killing myself would be a good idea. I wasn't *me* anymore. I couldn't find myself in my own mind. Every time I noticed I was noticing the effects of the drug, I then noticed *that* part of me was affected too

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        4. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          I needed to find the part of me that was *me*, that rested comfortably above all of this nonsense, that was like 'Ah yes Aella, what a silly experience you're having on this new drug.' Except the problem was this part wasn't there at all; there was no escape anywhere for me.

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        5. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          I kept scratching the side of my left wrist, hoping the pain would orient me. It didn't help. I sat there for a long time, staring at the cold water, taking layers of skin, and desperately trying to think myself sober. It was like running the wrong way on an escalator.

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        6. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          After the intensity of it all faded a little bit, I vaguely realized I was very cold, and in a stroke of incredible luck I managed to find my way back. They'd all been looking for me; this time when I told them I needed to be alone, they set me up in a bedroom with a cat.

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        7. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          I stared at the cat for a long time as I came down. I texted my partner at the time, "this is exceedingly uncomfortable". I slowly returned to myself, and eventually was pieced back together enough to join the sunrise leftovers of the party.

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        8. Aella‏Verified account @Aella_Girl Feb 15

          We went to a 24hr diner at around 6 am, coated in sweat and bad makeup. I'd been shaken up really badly, but *something* in me was... new, and I was fascinated. Before we finally went to bed, I asked my friend where I could get more LSD, and that was the beginning of all of it.

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